Do ever wish for the impossible Do you ever wish that you could re-trace your steps and try to make things better because you know what’s gonna be the absolute result if you don’t :/ I feel like sometimes we need that special person taken away from us, to really show us how much we really need them, or just maybe we should have realized it from the beginning. Yes I believe that you don’t know what you have till its gone but why do some people have to wait till its gone to realize it. I mean everything happens for a reason, but whats the reason ? Why do people who we love treat us like crap ? Why ? Is it to make us stronger ? Is it because maybe that person wasn’t the one for us.. Love was all an illusion to me… I always thought I was in love. I thought love was supposed to be this amazing feeling, but all I got was heart ache… Sleepless nights of depressing love songs, sometimes I just didn’t understand, I was thinking of all the possible things that I might have done wrong… Why when you meet someone, they’re this great person that you want to be with forever and then the next moment you know it, they turn into this compplete bitch -_- and at that point you choose what’s best for you ; to go threw it or let it go and move on but of course neither of those choices are easy.. In the beginning I thought love for me was real, but in thee end, it was just all fake pretend love. Clearly not what I was expecting. I’ve just learned just to be patient and wait for love instead of just rushing head first into something.. Let time take its course and it will just happen in due time, it will .